January 2010
4 posts
For Gramma.
While I’m struggling with several emotions right now i am trying to put the more distracting of them aside to put to words what is most important. This is for my grandmother who passed away this Monday night at about 2am.
My grandmother was always my closest and most favored relative. As a kid I cherished going to her house for holidays, or for that one week each summer, just the two of us....
raw
Everything seems a little harder tonight. a little more raw, a fresher wound. it’s gnawing right through my chest on both sides. i just can’t shake it today. i feel embarassed and low. i hope its not as apparent to everyone as i feel it is. i feel like the whole story is written on my face. ah. hurt.
This just felt appropriate this morning. Happy New...
Happy New Year!!!
So excited for 2010. i think this year is going to be big. Different. Better. I have high hopes! I can’t wait to move into my beautiful new place and get my life together. I am very happy today. Thankful for friends, family, health, and that everything seems to be going in the right direction now.